Today I was speaking with a friend and she is currently going through a trial in her life. One of the questions that came up, was why isn't God speaking to her. I advised that sometimes God is speaking, but if there is a great deal of outside interference it is sometimes hard to hear him amongst everyone else. Then there are other times when he is just not ready because there maybe additional lessons to be learned. Either way God is always there listening. This conversation brought to mind something I shared at one of our women's brunches on last year, so I thought I would share it with you.
Life often put us in situations that based on our decision making can actively alter our progress. I have come to the realization that every experience we encounter, pleasant or otherwise is to build a foundation in which we can grow and strenghten our character. One of the hardest assignments to tackle is being a strong and powerful "Black Woman". In my many conversations with sisters of all ages I find most of us are unaware or have not tapped into our true purpose. We are quick to believe the stereotypical standard society has set for us. This puts us in the mindset that we cannot rise above our current circumstances. God derived a plan for each one of use when we were conceived in the wound. If you are in an environment that is surrounded by negativity it is almost impossible not to get swept away by it's overbearing hands. Sisters you owe it to yourselves to be and become the phenomenal woman God has created you to be. Challanges will arise but there is no reason to remain in any situation if you chose to be released. Of course that will require you to pray and seek God'd direction for your life. You will undoubtedly continue to be taunted by the words of those that know your past. This is because even though you are attempting to engage in a direct mindset and direction for your life, they will forever hold on to the person you were insteady of the person your are attempting to become. if you are going through a season in which God does not seem to actively have his hand over your life, I encourage you to remember the words below that ensures he does.
God Where Are You
Today I find myself wandering again about things from my past, I slide into my darkest place; you know the place no one else knows exist. Lord, I seek you in this place but are you listening? For if you are my Father and I am indeed your child, should you not keep my enemies at bay?
My life is a whirlwind of constant trials and tribulations GOD but I thought your saved me from all of that. I distinctly remember you say you will never leave or foresake me, did I misunderstand? Talk to me GOD I need to hear your voice.
I am drowning in a sea of desperation and I have yet learned to swim. My heart is heavy with despair and I just can not seem to see my way out. GOD touch me and hold me in this lonely place, rock me until the pain I feel no longer consumes me.
GOD I know I have disappointed you and there are things I have yet to do, but I am willing to take a stand and praise you in spite of my troubles. GOD when you speak to my heart; I hear but am afraid to move for fear of disappointing you again.
Then you remind me, my child (I AM) the giver of life. I gave my only son for you to be forgiven of your sins. I hear every prayer you pray. In order for (MY WILL) to be done in your life, as your FATHER I must sometimes let you fall. It is during those times that I am strengthening you and teaching you to rely solely on me.
Your trial will be someone else's treasure and your pain will be someone else's peace. Do not get discouraged if you can not feel my presence (I'M THERE). Do not give in to doubt when you do not hear my voice (I'M THERE). Do not allow the devil to convince you, you are no longer worthy of my love (I'M THERE). Do not let someone else's joy prevent you from continuing to praise my name (I'M THERE).
Just when you think the pain is unbearable and you are sliding down into the pit of darkness (I SAVE). And when you feel my arms of protection around you and you can distinctly hear my voice once again (I'M YOURS).
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